Long time!

Wow I can't believe that on Friday the 13th it was exactley a month since my horrific night. I will admit that it took a long time for me to start the healing process. Although I am not 100% ok I am doing much better. I went from not wanting to talk to anyone (sending everything though text), to extramley sad to very angery. I have found that my friend was right when she said that this would change me in one way or another. As of right now Brian and I have not yet made anymore discussions on what we are going to be doing next. The one thing that we know for sure is that we have not given up on our true dream of being parents. I will keep you all posted!