3 More Months

There we were 3 months later, sitting in the same spot we were 3 months ago. Neither Brian or I said a word as we waited for Dr. Pryor. I remember my stomach just hurting and getting that felling in my gut that something was wrong. Dr. Pryor came in after what felt like an eternity. That's when we got the news... Brain's count was actually going down...I remember my heart falling into my stomach and doing everything I could to fight back the tears. I didn't want to cry in front of Brian in the doctor's office. I knew how bad I was hurting and I couldn't fathom what he was feeling at this time. Dr. Pryor said that it would be in our best interest to freeze the sample that he gave that morning and have it for a reserve just in case his count continues to go down. Dr. Pryor prescribed Brain 1/4 tablet of Clomid and I am sure you guessed it. He told us to call back in 3 months for an appointment. Everything from now on could be taken care of via phone. Still no answers, nothing. Dr. Pryor's nurse came in and talked to us about the results. She said that she has PCOS and her husband had the exact thing that Brian had. They ended up doing invitro with their first two and their third child was conceived naturally. It was their miracle baby! This was uplifting for us, but at that point, when you have just got the news that we got and still no answers you can't help but be a little bitter.