The Day I Finally Broke Down

Three long months later, still no baby and getting very, very anxious for just an answer. There we where sitting in Dr. Pryor's office waiting for him to tell us our fate. He told us that his semen analysis came back a little better but to tell if the surgery was successful it can take up to 6 months to produce new fresh sperm. So sure enough he told us to come back in 3 months. This was the day that I finally cried about this. I cried all the way home. The uncertainty of not knowing was unbearable. We just wanted an answer, so we could come to terms with it what ever it was, and move on. I remember thinking, we may never be able to have a child together. I remember it felt like everyone that I saw was pregnant. Imagine, the only thing you have ever wanted in the whole world for as long as you can remember and you can't have it. Everyone around you has it with out any problems and you can't even get a stinking answer out of a doctor!